I did write this entry down yesterday, so I still get points, I just didn't enter it in the computer. So here is my journal entry for Sept. 19:

Subbed in Enoch's class today at church. Didn't do much today. But I did read Enoch the introduction to the book of mormon. He said to me, "I love my book of mormon! Mom, what is the book of mormon?" So, I read the intro to him. So cute!

Well, yesterday got better. Nathan came home and gave me $100 and told me to go get some clothes and not to come home until I had some. Well, I tried on a ton of clothes, but didn't like almost all of them. I came home with an overshirt, which I love! A sweater and a belt, both of which I took back today. So I spent $15. Nice. Well, guess I'll get to go shopping on Monday. Today I returned shoes I bought for Ariana. She is SO DANG picky! Ran to a what seemed like a ton of stores today to return stuff. Didn't do any shopping. Debating on going to the store tonight. I am actually feeling pretty tired and could easily go to sleep. Last night I was so hyper (I think from the iron) I couldn't go to sleep. I only took half of the iron today that I did yesterday (10 ml) so I could go to sleep tonight. But it is so nice to have a ton of energy again! To not feel drained and in a bad mood all day is really nice! I even fixed myself up today and took a shower (and I want sex more often, which is really weird! But Nathan likes it!) I love it! I am doing really good on this competition. Hopefully I can keep it up!

Ugh... That is how I feel about today. Bad mood. Just feel so fat and frumpy and ugly. I have no nice clothes, my teeth are going bad and yellow... and I feel like we are too broke to take care of myself. That is why I am in such a bad mood!

busy day

Long Busy day. Applied for our passports today. Amazingly it was way more simple than I had thought it would be!

Worked out, only for like 30 minutes though. Jogged a mile and 1/4 and rode bike for a mile.

Kids are so tired from getting up early.. I need to go put them to bed.

Iron is helping

I'll I have to say today is that the iron is definately helping. I have enough energy to workout and take care of everything else without feeling like I am going to collapse with exhaustion. I still feel a little tired, but that could be from the ultimate interupptions from last night. Enoch kept complaining of a tummy ache, then he kept talking in his sleep, and of course Penny kept waking up and Ariana wet her bed. So much for a good nights rest! Got about 7-8 hours of interuppeted, but at least I got some!

Tired AGAIN

I don't understand why I am so sleepy! I got PLENTY of sleep, 10 hours! I am eating, so it's not low blood sugar. I bought some iron today, hopefully that is all it is and I will get my energy back. I took Ariana and Penny to the Portland Children's Museum today. It was fun for all of us for about the first 20 minutes. After that, I was bored out of my mind! But Ariana had fun, and I'm sure Penny did too. She's having her second nap right now. Hopefully she'll go back to sleep tonight. Nathan and Enoch are coming home from WA late tonight, so I won't be going to bed until late anyway.

It's the first day of our Healthy Habits competition. I'm doing great competition wise, but I am exhausted right now and want a nap! I slept horrible last night cause Nathan is gone in WA with Enoch right now for work and I was just scared. So, I kept waking up... Bad dreams, noises, Penny, bathroom break, Ariana woke me up too from crying in her sleep. ( Course she doesn't remember it.) and of course being stuffed up doesn't help.

I ran (jogged) 3 miles today! With a couple of walking breaks, but not long ones. Maybe 1 minute or so about 3 or 4 times. My average mile was 16 minutes 45 seconds. And then after that I went and did weights for my upper body.

Man I am so tired! Ariana had her first dance lessons today too (ballet). Penny was really difficult! She kept slapping me in the face too! UGH!